subconscious subtitles # 3087 ...

in the dirty room
i taste jealousy
and regret
in her white skins
salty sweat
watching
soldiers with guns
and bombs
in the oily
desert heat
here and there
five thousand
miles away
two different
kinds of wars
sitting on the couch
wanting
to punch the tv
and disappear

fireworks flashing
pom poms
from the chants
of phantom cheerleaders
a dead dog
and a football helmet
in orbit of the red sun
napalm trees
all flowing
in the glowing
ocean breeze
and later
crooked stars
and the moon
stabbing silver knives
through my
empty crystal skull

i've painted myself
into a corner
with my masterpiece
and my revolver
screaming
goodnight forever
her bruised tongue
piercing
the junkyard
of thoughts
with barbed wire lips
i am a prisoner
in her naked
concentration camp